Unadulterated, true love..

So if my heart is reprehensible..

Does that mean i should be heartless?

Everytime i trust it, all seems deplorable.

Im addicted to bein in love, yes i confess.

But no one ever answers these calls of distress.

My feelings and thoughts are unadulterated.

But your dream guy always seems so alternated.

Adjudicate your actions, Realize what your missing.

use your imagination, and believe in all your dismissing.

one of those people could be me, Could mean you bein happy.. 

So dont be so haste, and waste the qualities..

Looks and beauty are nice but could also turn your heart to ice.

Read inbetween the lines, and maybe one day you be fine.

You'll find your true love in twirls of devine.

And maybe one day ill also find mine..

Mind Slippin

Mind slippin got me feelin like im trippin on ectasy..

But Its not pleasant, Like a bad trip on mushroomz.

I dont know what the fuck im doin or persuein...

I cant think straight, I cant regulate my feelings.

Sometimes i feel like i want it all the end.

Most of the time i dont wanna re-live my pain.

But everyday i put myself thru hell, my heart swells.

Like its about to explode, the scars are seperating.

Fuck this shit its comin to desperation.

And i wanna quit, look at me, see these tears?

I cant deal with this shit! Yeah ive begun to slip..

Im waunderin if the future has a plan for me..

And if its alot like this, It can suck a dick!

Even tho im a lil crazy, Im still sain.

Im just so fuckin sick of all this pain...

I wish i could find a good enough reason to smile..

God knows a true smile has been awhile.

Maybe the change of season will find me happiness..

But the odds of that are as good as findin crack habits..

Im 21, its hard to belive life has just begun.

And im goin thru this bullshit pain, and confusion.

If it keeps goin this way im gonna loose soon.

Sad to say But god obviously has a fucked up plan for me.

Losing Things

Some are small some are big, depends on you.

We lose things for reasons, and some is misplaced.

We forget about some because in the end they're just awaste.

Other things upset us, and make us wanna leave this place.

Losing a friend or a loved one, is unbearable...

Weather its physically, or they just do somethin unexplainable.

Heart Smaashed, crumbled and ripped

Makes you wanna flip!

I dont understand some people.

So ill suck it up take my losses,

And for now hope that i dont lose someone who is worth caring about.

Dont ever forget, When you find someone real keep em close

And hope they dont ever change...

Because its rare..

I betchu cant do like i do

U cant stay fly and keep it twerkin.

I bet you cant do like i do

Because you aint me, you just you...

But im not hatin,

Just pissed you dont show me appreciation.

I stay of the haterade

Shits not good for the soul.

Looks like nobody told you so..

So drop the attitude, n get right..

come on lets get crunk tonight..

Show me some love n i might..

Show some back.. u get whatchu give

So stop bein greedy and live

Yeah do you, but show love too.

You only live once, so why waste it.

Its not too late to change..

But if you plottin on stayin the same.

Forgetchu know me, n i dont mean slowly

Act like we never met,

whatchu givin is whatchu gon get.

And ill enjoy my days wit my Crew,

If its like that i dont give a fuck whatchu do..

Just back da fuck off n stay away from my crew...

and when you see me, dont even bother to holla dude..

Feelings of what it was... what it is....